Normally, most of us are busy with necessary jobs like cooking, cleaning, shopping. No time to think what we want from life, no matter how little or how much of it remains. The end gets closer every day. Time is now to think what we want to do and prioritize our life lists. I have wasted a lot on nonsense tasks. Now I wish to do things that matter to me and those I leave behind. Health is high on my list for the quality of life. Memoirs are important so I wrote mine from my childhood and it gave me such joy daily. A gallery of family photos is important. If I could walk, I would really walk daily, travel and bike and more. I spend time to research the Liberation Treatment and have been tested for blocked jugular veins. It gives me hope to know this might help me to walk or somehow get better. I am doubting doctors and try to make sure they know what they are doing.

Now that my busywork is done, I have too much time to think. That is both good and bad. Others complain they have to encounter traffic, long line-ups everywhere, getting up early in the morning and they envy me. I would take all that and I envy them just because they can walk.

Whom do you envy and why? What do you want to do if you only had a few years or months left?